Where do you run to escape from yourself?

moved. 

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fuck. nobody gets it. and i don't expect anyone to. 
yeah well i'm gonna see how long i can bend before i break. i don't think i can do this..talking to you and falling in love with you again only ending up getting hurt. i know you, you're gonna walk out of my life again. you're suddenly gonna disappear on me.
and even though i know you're no good for me; even though you're not gonna change,
stay, please.  

"i went crazy when i was with you. i can't let that happen again. love's not supposed to do that! you made me go mad." -Skins

but i went crazier when you left. 




but i should be happy, because i'm in canada.

so tired of trying; waiting around for you. 


































i don't know if i'm able to leave all this behind. :"(

30th june - 16th july: canada and new york
18th august - i don't know when: new york

i only have slightly more than 30 days left in singapore.

it's time to leave everything behind. 
(i miss you) did you lie because it sounded better?
in a relationship, there will be one person who loves the other more. god i wish i wasn't me.

this year, for my birthday, i got thrown into a pool, creamed, was piss drunk and had a surprise dinner by the best friends you'll ever meet.