Where do you run to escape from yourself?

follow me @ https://twitter.com/graveyards! yes, finally.

went to buy some books just now with the father. instead of slothing around, i can finally do something productive. it's the closest i can get to studying. heh well..i miss mugging. (ha i did not just say that..)

Closer, still closer.
Come closer to me now and
you’ll leave me trembling.

it's 0215
and i am sitting here
choking on my apple juice
nervous as hell.

the end?
no it isn't.

for fun only







i'm at this point where i don't really know what to do with my life.
maybe i have given up.

Loneliness is the human condition where no one is ever going to fill that space.

For probably the 100th time, I realised again that whatever happens, happens. Crying will only help release the pain, so cry. But if it can’t be fixed, then don’t even try to fix it. Whatever is happening will pass, and it won’t even matter in 10 years, will it?? So just relax. Relax. Take it easy, whatever it is that you are trying to get over. Take your time eventually you’ll find what you’re looking for without even realising it. That is all I realised for today.

i live for the moments that take my breath away.